I feel deep down that I ain't shit as a man. I'm nothing. I'm a fucking loser. I ain't worth a fuck as a person.
I can truly say as a man I fucking hate who I am. I feel I ain't shit. I can truly say beyond a shadow of a doubt I fucking hate my fucking self. I hate myself. I don't like myself. I feel that I'm trash. I fucking hate who the fuck I am.
I just feel deep down that I'm not shit as a person.
I would kill to be a dude that a lot of women found attractive.
I see myself as a piece of shit. That's what I am. I see myself as shit. I feel that I'm nothing as a person. I can't stand who the fuck I am. I feel worthless.
I really do hate myself. I see myself as a fucking loser.
I just feel deep down inside that I'm nothing. I can truly say beyond a shadow of a doubt that I don't like myself.
I always knew that I wasn't shit as a person. I always knew that I was just a total damn loser. I always knew that I was a loser. I always knew that I ****** as a person. I always knew deep down that I wasn't shit as a man.
I'm garbage. I'm fucking trash.
I ain't shit. And as a man, I don't have any dignity, I don't have any pride, I don't have any self-respect.
I know I'm a pile of shit motherfucker.
And that's really how I feel about myself. And a guy like me knows he's a pile of shit. I see myself as shit and a piece of trash.
And I really believe wholeheartedly I'm a nigga who ain't shit.
And I can truly say as a black man-- I feel that when you're a black person, you are automatically going to have low self-esteem. I truly believe these strong feelings of inadequacy that I feel-- I believe I feel this way because I'm black. Because being black is inferior. And I believe that. I truly believe that the reason I feel so inferior is because I'm a black man. And being a black man, you are inferior. You are a piece of fucking shit. And I believe wholeheartedly shit is what I am. And that's just keeping it all the way real and honest.
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