I'll never forget the first time I smoked bud.
2004. or was it 2005? I was in the seventh eighth grade. I got held back. I was the biggest kid. Nobody else except certain black kids got their man body. I was the boss.
This white-Mexican kid Raul gave me some weed he said was kush. I took it home and smoked it in my garage using a homemade pipe. It hit me like a ton of bricks. I felt my heart beating. I thought I was dying because I smoked a stem. Everything felt surreal. My hearing, vision, state of being.
I had a panic attack.
I ran inside my house and told my mom to call 9-1-1 because I was having a "heart attack." My heart was just racing from my anxiety and the increased self-awareness from the weed didn't help.
My brother saw my uneasiness and handed me a cup of iced water. I drank it and calmed down a little. I ended up watching The Fairly Odd Parents on the big screen TV.
After the initial panic attack, it wasn't so bad.
I was listening to this song when the weed hit me. In hindsight, the song has some trippy sounds that were amplified while high. It was this which partly triggered my panic attack.
2004. or was it 2005? I was in the seventh eighth grade. I got held back. I was the biggest kid. Nobody else except certain black kids got their man body. I was the boss.
This white-Mexican kid Raul gave me some weed he said was kush. I took it home and smoked it in my garage using a homemade pipe. It hit me like a ton of bricks. I felt my heart beating. I thought I was dying because I smoked a stem. Everything felt surreal. My hearing, vision, state of being.
I had a panic attack.
I ran inside my house and told my mom to call 9-1-1 because I was having a "heart attack." My heart was just racing from my anxiety and the increased self-awareness from the weed didn't help.
My brother saw my uneasiness and handed me a cup of iced water. I drank it and calmed down a little. I ended up watching The Fairly Odd Parents on the big screen TV.
After the initial panic attack, it wasn't so bad.
I was listening to this song when the weed hit me. In hindsight, the song has some trippy sounds that were amplified while high. It was this which partly triggered my panic attack.
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