At a very young age I learned girls are not naturally attracted to me.
Not just some girls… not just most… but virtually all girls are repelled by me in a subtle, indirect way. Their body language. Facial expressions. I have done nothing bad to them except exist. They subconsciously, autonomously avoid and ignore me. They did this when I was in school. They currently do this to me at work.
I try to keep my chin up, but reality keeps knocking me down. I don't get my hopes anymore. The days of me initiating a smile to a female co-worker are long gone. I know you don't see me as a potential mate. I'll leave you alone.
How young?
Second grade.
Not just some girls… not just most… but virtually all girls are repelled by me in a subtle, indirect way. Their body language. Facial expressions. I have done nothing bad to them except exist. They subconsciously, autonomously avoid and ignore me. They did this when I was in school. They currently do this to me at work.
I try to keep my chin up, but reality keeps knocking me down. I don't get my hopes anymore. The days of me initiating a smile to a female co-worker are long gone. I know you don't see me as a potential mate. I'll leave you alone.
How young?
Second grade.
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