For 6 months when i was training i havent had *** and havent party or drink so in my supposed 2week break im suppose to enjoy it and party a lot and im suppose to go back training 3weeks ago.
But my training is delayed coz every now and then some girl like my classmate/friend asks to go out and drink, and that means most likely end up in having *** with some girl im with or some girl i will met.
Im kinda not wasting it you know right now coz its a precious opportunity for me since i have been deprived of this pleasure for half a year and i dont have a gf i can have *** regularly i can only have it on weekends with girls i met or i hang out with.
So I have made 3 ulitimatums for 3weeks now that i should stop drinkin and going to party but its not succesfull... now next week is another as i said to myself now that this is the last. But i dunno if i can keep it.
Anyone also in this kinda situation
:wank:
As i cannot really go ahead with both training and go ahead going out and partying with alcohol and drugs in my system it doesnt feel right.
But my training is delayed coz every now and then some girl like my classmate/friend asks to go out and drink, and that means most likely end up in having *** with some girl im with or some girl i will met.
Im kinda not wasting it you know right now coz its a precious opportunity for me since i have been deprived of this pleasure for half a year and i dont have a gf i can have *** regularly i can only have it on weekends with girls i met or i hang out with.
So I have made 3 ulitimatums for 3weeks now that i should stop drinkin and going to party but its not succesfull... now next week is another as i said to myself now that this is the last. But i dunno if i can keep it.
Anyone also in this kinda situation
:wank:As i cannot really go ahead with both training and go ahead going out and partying with alcohol and drugs in my system it doesnt feel right.
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